The girl's story - #14

first sem is finished
so I have a month of vacations
after I come back here really a lot of changes have been made

she has finish most of the subjects in SPM
then left only Chinese language
but she said she still afraid on this subject
because she got B only in Trial
somemore other subjects she presume that she made a lot of mistakes
till she can't stand for it
and cry...
Once again I feel guilty because I could not do anything for her
I knew I am not the God
could not help anybody
even she also do not let me know about her crying
however i tried to comfort her
at least do not let her feel anxious about the exam
if not
she really mad with the previous subjects

most of my friends said they could not contact with zhying
why??
wei yee said she sms her at least 10 times to her but no reply from her
sai lye is busying with her SPM
so nobody will know what is happening to zhying
I, though also do not contact to her for a long time
tried to msn her
luckily she replied me
and we have a nice online chat
in this online chat
i knew she does face obstacles to handle chemistry
she has headache
and even she want to invite me to play badminton with her
sincerely I forgot the last time I play badminton with her
at the same time I suggest to steamboating together.
but she said she has run out of pocket money this week
Oh my God!
Nevermine zhying
we can play badminton game
at least it cost RM 4 only I think
not so expensive

One more thing that make me happy is
Clare accept me in Facebook
At that moment I just keep a testing heart to try it
I know that previous sad memory made us further in friendship
but no matter how the consequences I still try to add her as my facebook friend
with the God bless she accepts me
and even chat with me about her exam
her dinner
and her driving
this could be my unforgettable night...

finish my bluffing lu....
next time continue....

The girl's story - #13

sry sry
really a long time did nt update my blog
bt tis time no matter hw busy i was
i nid 2 say 2:
happy 1 year anniversary!!!

wat??

1 year anniversary??

ya

31.10.2009

keke is already

1 year lo

v all graduate from shing chung already 1 year rite??

so

wish everybody

happy 1 year anniversary!!!

nw is 1 year ady

2nd year is coming

n even 10 years

20years

40 years!!!

i hope that

v stil cn have chance

to see everybody

healthy and happy...

v all really long time no see face to face

bt

ur face ur smile

will always on my mind....

shing chung 2008 frenz~~

gambateh!!!!

*while I have graduated for 1 year,

at the same time,

she is going to graduate too...

time really flies

wish her SPM gud luck

n cum off wif flying color...

The girl's stroy - #12

tis few weeks so busy+no mood blogging
cz test n assignment
really tiss is nt a poor excuse
for everybody who did not renew blog

last friday is my unhappy day
cz it makes me recall some memory:
tats a rainy day
jian wei n the other frens n me
waiting at downstairs for d bus
suddenly jian wei's classmate cum n chat wif him
his classmate is gal
n she said, " when d bus cum can u inform me by phone?
i was doing stuff in THE WEB"
Jian Wei say ok RELUCTANTLY
then Max joke for him
"ha!ha! see! she wan 2 gt ur phone num
n she wil sms u soon: wat r u doin ar? hw r u ar? do u free nw ar?
then Jian Wei steam liao
he dun wan 2 gt such chance
then she offer tis 'chance' to everybody
of cz
nobody wan
cz nt leng lui ma
then i juz thk,
"if nobody call her , then she is pity la"
then i juz gt d phone no from jian wei
let me call la
hwever
when d bus cum
i am d first ppl 2 run n chase d bus
after all gt d bus then keat yang ask jian wei,
"do u gt call d gal?"
ou shit!!!!
he forgt liao
i oso forgot liao
i ask jian wei call her nw
hwever jian wei say,
"i delete her phone no, i thk u save it ady"
then wif d lightning speed
i call her immediately
hwever d bus run very fast
she cant chase d bus
then she sms 2 my phone
stupid??couldn't u tell d driver wait for a while?? nw i cant go home la?"
my heart suddenly broke
again
i create trouble for a gal
such a situation very similar
when i create d trouble to a gal
in the blog
i scare
cz d same memory threatening me
n kindness blame in my heart
"y do u useless?"
"y do u always let d gal in hot water?"
my heart sliced
n blooded
my tears were running in my eye...
i could nt say anything



let me cool down
n sleep
all will b ok......


*sry Jian wei, gv u so much trouble due to my emo...i'm nt blame u de. dun worry....

The girl's story - #11

the time shows 11:59:50pm

10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1...

00:00

yes...

take d phone

n phone to her

"hello... happy birthday to you!!!" I said in an excitement.

"thanks..." she simply reply

"hw was ur trial exam?? stil ok??"

"haiz....nt lucky le... physics bad... 77%"

"hw abt d others?"

"the others ok la, nt bad"

"hmm...then dun worry la, physics in SPM is simple in calculation and less thinking questions, u cn score de..."

"hopefully la."

suddenly i dun hv anything 2 say

"arh...i hv problems in MT... can u teach me??"

haaa??? suddenly ask homework questions?? such a wet blanket...

"u wan open MSN??"

"no, juz short simple question ba le"

"hmm...ok la wat d question is?"

then she say abt weired question

and i say tis question is weired

and she agree wif me

"erm...ok la...i dun disturb u. chat later la"

she juz make d end of chatting like tat...

such ending like tat

so weired...

(bt at least gv her a good wish)

The girl's story - #10

tired le...

ICT really play me

cz i dun noe wat d ICT real face

i wan confess that--

silent xyun is bet down by

ICT

******************************************************************

担心也担心了

哭也哭过了

问题依然还没解决

请教了朋友很多很多

最后还是要落到

朋友帮你做

你要可怜到这样吗？？？

难到你就这样失去方向了？？？

累了，倦了，还是哭

在自己的心坎里...

The girl's story - #9

tis few days

really no mood blogging

am i lost favourite?

who noe??

homework r nt finished

and no mood to play

alone in my hostel

really weired...

i do nt noe whether i nid finish homework n play?

o play before doing homework??

when i am doing my homework

d questions really beat me down

n i feel frustratred...

juz leave it aside?

no!!

continue until settle??

my brain will explode!!

help!!!!!


calm down

silent xyun ...

every problems muz hv its solutions de

then my mind flash an image - garfield

he is really expert in physics

quickly

take my homework

go down n find him

n finally

problems are settled



luckily gt garfield here

thanks garfield

u r really my 大师兄...

(keke~~look like 武林剧）

×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××

carmen...

gambateh la

wat i wan 2 say is really tats all

share burden wif me

if u dun mind de

feel free then call me

anytime de geh...

The girl's story - #8

damn boring 2day

oni me in the appartment

others stil on holidays


I could spend my time on homework


bt really crazy if put 12 hours on my homework


and cant concentrate too


cz i play tis play tat by laptop


OMG





20/09/09



1)Taiping Zoo Tour


tis day is my family day




i went to zoo taiping




though it's nt sound interesting and exciting




bt it is my family fun time




n d oni one




b4 went to Zoo Taiping




v went to aunt house(my grandma's sister)




she is my loving aunt




when i cum to subang




when i feel lonely




when i feel boring




she coincidently phone me




n chat wif me




really enjoying




at least gt someone can share my loneliness




and her daughter too




Wai Yee




she always chat wif me via MSN




bt tis time dun noe y




i couldn't chat wif her face to face!!




so weired...


then v go Taiping Zoo....

My siblings on the van...(to be sold. keke...)

Gorilla...

dun thk it is leopard. it is a "leopard cat">.<

however

i feel really exhausted

cz yesterday didnt rest well

go east n go west

so no mood enjoying

2) yum cha...

10.30pm

I went yum cha

wif yee wah,

synn,

hui ting,

tze lin,

bobo,

moumou,

sugarcane,

ah guan,

n wen yao too

really noisy

bt without my voice

i juz simply slit some nonsense o bluffing

keke

watever

juz enjoy gathering

12.00am

then v oni leave

n went bek home

i

stil question myself

do i hv any fun wif my fren??

The girl's story - #7

time really flies~~~



4-day-holiday


is juz finished wif a twinkling of d star

stop


stop d intro!


lets c wat i hv done in this four days...



19/09/09

1)6.45pm back-home journey

my aunt say we nid depart at 6:45am


cz really traffic jams in highway (almost 3 hours)


oso


i cant imagine it


d rest house area can b stucked by many cars


even d carks are forced to park outside d highway roads


and d severe thing is


a long queue outside d toilet

a long queue~~ i wonder d toilet will b flooded o nt?

when arrive at ipoh

we go to have breakfast

n then shopping in tesco

i buy a mouse and DVD player

cz my mouse malfunction

and i was asked by father to buy DVD player

n my aunt buy a Olympus camera and earphone

then oni bek home

abt 1.30pm

2) 2.15pm Ipoh General Hospital

y i go to the hospital??

H1N1??

of cz no

I go wif my mom to visit my neighbour

he gt rare disease

i forgot ask abt it

although i feel very tired due to 3 hour journey

i stil decide 2 visit him

he is a kind man

when i was 5-6 years old

i always played in his house

n he always gv me sweet o watever

to make me happy

some more when i leave ss n study in taylors

he stil go to my house

encourage me

n gv me money

RM50!!!

i cant imagine

my neighbour love me so much

although we are nt having d DNA relativity

he feel really suffer

anything are eaten

he stil vomit

nw is better

stil can digest porridge

n he nid 2 have a tube connected from

his kidney

to a pack

to be collected

i wonder

he is already 70 years old++

y he nid suffer this kind of disaster?

hope God may bless him

tis is oni wat can i do for him...

3) 5.00pm appointment

as usual

when i cum bek to ss

d first thing i nid 2 do is

go to her house

she

is finally finish her trial

n she said tis time she is very scare

careless in physics

dun understand d chinese traditional language passages

n even she said she will gt grade C in Chinese...

as her tutor

i really do nt noe wat i can do for her again

cz

it is her own study

i juz can gv some help

n i m nt d god

bt i really hope i m d god

i can comfort her

encourage her

teach her

and then

make her feel

at least someone support her

after finish tutoring

v chat

abt wat happen in her skul

n my skul

n oso

her future plan

tis time

is really d last time

i can accompany wif her

really d last time

before her SPM exam...

d 5-year-tutoring

is ended wif a full stop....

dun noe y

my heart

is silently

sobbing....

4)Birthday party

so lucky

tis time i cum bek

can attend a free birthday party

Huier happy birthday~~

huier

congraz u

18 years old le

since i finish secondary skul

i din really meet wif huier

she is my primary skulmate

hwever

we do nt always meet together

cz different classes

tis time i really can attend her party

is my enjoyable time i can hv wif my primary skulmate's

cz i noe

nxt year

i could nt hv tis chance

oso

i meet some my old frens thr

tis time

i gt some feeling

we r nt so close le

especially

ying ying

when i tried to talk wif her

she make me disgusting

n she is reluctant to chat wif me

i dun noe y

am i gt problem?

or am i make her angry?

i wonder

she said i juz blogging abt d girl's story

abt "her"

nt saying anything abt her

haiz

i confuse

wat d gal feeling like??

when sai lye require me to ask ying ying

whether she wan 2 join d steamboat meals o nt

she looks like make some fun

bt i feel she is trying 2 reject me

"Ying, u wan to join our steamboat meal?"

"let me thk first"

"bt dun thk to long oh. i will bek to subang nxt tuesday"\

"then let me thk two months, then i will tell u!"

wats??

is it a joke?

i dun noe

hopefully it is nt a joke....

finally

12.00am

i go home le

bek to the home

i feel really exhausted

n lay on the bed

n sleep....

The girl's story - #6

tis few days
no mood blogging
cz
assignment really burden me
and sad
due to cant catch up d ICT subject
and face d most unlucky event in my taylors life

game project
although it look so fun
which i nid 2 create a game for my lecturer to play
hwever
i do nt learn seriously on fundamental to key in d code
tis is wat i hate myself
y i cant catch up wat d lecturer taught
nw i ask my roomate in last minutes
tis is wat i worry
n worry become stress for myself
keke
if unlucky
terminate myself~

last friday
after skul
4:45pm
i went and took d bus
waiting.....
1 hr didnt cum
shit!!!
wat d suck bus
so
i went to took taxi
wif some frens
RM20!!!
Wow!!
so expensive
every ppl nid 2 pay RM5
damn...
bt no choice
we took it
however, d most unlucky thing was cum 2 us
d taxi broke down in d mid way@!!
d water in d container boils up!!
shit!!!!
n we nid to walk to d bus stop
n take d bus
but
the walking distance is abt
1.5km!!
shit again....
n finally take d bus
arrive at my appartment
at 7:25pm
n then i took a bath
n chase up to see movie "where got ghost?"wif my fren
at 7.50pm

suddenly
a call alert
is kah wai
he said we had discussion abt media assignment
haaa??
i dun noe
actually
they decided to hv discussion at 8.00pm
no wonder i dun noe la

finish supper
n then cum bek to my unit
d next day is saturday
so
tmr is my homework day....

The girl's story - #5

yes!!
steamboat.....
Susan and Sai Lye decide to have it
in ipoh
during d hari raya holiday
I have a long time did not enjoy beating steamboat
wif them...
waiting....

2day
really my unlucky day
my pen drive lost!!!
8 GB!!!!
and oso is my first pen drive!!!
how could it happen????
OMG T.T

PW
a gal from form 4
juz nw sms me
"do u cum bek tis raya holiday?"
"ya i do. Y?"
"can u teach me MT?
really mess up liao T.T"
"erm... ok la"
"thanks! really appreciate...
thank you thank you..."

haiz...
become busy body again....

y no mood blogging
at d end???

The girl's story - #4

tis nite

is a nitemare for me

at 9:30pm

i msn wif lily

of cz

v ask abt individual study

whether is improved o nt

i noe

she fail d SAT mock test

bt she stil accept it

cz

out of 100++ ADP students

oni 13 students pass

exclude her

tats means

stil a lot of ppl die wif her

accompany her to die

keke...

bt is juz a mock test

nxt time she will b success

i wish for her

then she send me a powerpoint

it is titled "我的心情故事看看吧"

i thk it is a touched story from her

so i jz open it

it start wif a terror way

bt i thk it is a ghost love story

but i am wrong

it is really ghost story

at d end it pops out tis one

damn shit!!!!!
tonite i will hv nitemare!!!!!
lily!!!
i wan u 2 sleep wif me!!!!

The girl's story - #3

yesterday
i stil cum 2 her home
n then I meet wif her sis
ya
her sis, JS
who suffer d maths inability
but at least
she is willing to learn
do not hesitate my guiding( actually bluffing)
in her homework.

tis time JS sit my right side
she ask me abt trigo

"wat d cot A equal in term of sin and cos" I ask JS

"erm....dun noe le"

then i turn my head n ask her who sit my left side

"wat d cot A equal in term of sin and cos" I ask her, again

n I though she could answer my question
(as she is gud in academic)

"erm.....I forgot liao"

"haaaaaa??????u forgot????? is cosA over sinA!"

"ha?? ya mie?"

"dunt u for got tanA=sinA over cosA?

and cotA=1 over tanA?

then then it will be cotA=cosA over sinA lo"

"keke...i cant derive so fast, u noe my maths de la"

haiz
tis holiday
before i cum bek subang
is end wif
tis two really funny gal...

The girl's story - #2

last Thursday
is her history exam
the night before thursday
I sms her
"gambateh!beat down history!
gambateh!beat down history"
"die le... I cant remember all tat.
juz remember d recent part bt forgot d previous part..."
"if u nid my help, i can study wif u at least v hv group discussion
it may help to memorize d stuff"
"erm...thanks bt no nid. i wan study alone"
she is stil d same
always tough and independent
hopefully can gt flying colour result in history

The girl's story - #1

since i cum bek for holiday last week
she was starting her SPM trial exam
I cant help her anymore
hopefully she can gt rid of tis obstacle
gambateh~~