You never know how does it feel...

"Nothing much. The thing you still possess by yourself is nothing much, if you can't get the consensus from your companion." Yes, again, I am emo. I don't know how many times I need to be frustrated in such a condition. Many people think that I am too serious. Many people think that I am easily getting angry on annoying and unrespected little matter. Still got many people think I am just giving other people trouble. I couldn't declare all the misunderstanding you have to me. However, I admit that I easily get serious on every matter in the past. Because I just don't want to miss any important moment, any important message you would like to deliver to me.I don't know how to joke, I don't know how to bring fun to other people. I am just a dull people who don't know what are you guys expect to get from me. Thanks for those who really put a lot of effort I understand me. I Can't do anything more but appreciate the sacrification you made in order to mix with me. Thanks and I am gratitude to whatever I have.

The girl's story - #15

Last Weekend is really boring like SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, I am not exaggerating. Staying at Relau which is a place near to Industrial Area isn't have lots of fun. So, I decided to do window shopping in Komtar and Prangin Mall! 

Walking with my two feet, I reached the bus station nearby. I took the bus and it is fantastically took me an hour to reach Komtar -.-|| The first shop I saw after dropping from bus is POPULAR!!! (not really exciting) walked into the bookstore, randomly searching the book. I found "其實相愛很簡單" and it is cheap - RM10. But it took me a while to decide. Why? Because I didn't have POPULAR Privilege Card with me! haha... I am a boy who know how to "jimat". those girls must take me into consideration if you want to form a good family. wahaha dreaming XD. Anyway, I didn't buy it and decide to go back Ipoh and buy. hehe

In the next second, I really got nothing to do. Window shopping could filled my time wisely, fortunately. So, I walked to every level of prangin mall from top to bottom, and then from bottom to the top. (really nothing to do ma~~) and then finally decide to have dinner in McD. 

Hmm... what kinds of meal should I have？ahha! Chicken Foldover ! This is the one introduced by her - lan lan xiong! suddenly recall her intro in her text message. don't know she really true or not. 

me: buying McD now! hehe

her: oo.... go and try the new one...It's quite nice... called chicken foldover if not mistaken...

me: ya meh? bt expensive leh. RM9.95. dun wan la.

her: that one can fill ur stomach until very full la... expensive but worth ma~~

me: I see. bt full meh? u ate two?

her: one la... u thought I can eat so much meh = = 

me: who know? long time didn't see you d. may be fatter like pig ^@^ haha

her: = =

me: nenenenebubu~~ haha

her: =P dun "choi" you... I study my bio...

eating chicken foldover is really full together with one huge coke and fries. and actually the chicken meat isn't that bad. =) the thing I don't like is only the bread. Then I text her back.

me: eat liao McD chicken foldover. meat nice but bread not nice. hehe

her: lol. that bread is healthier than the orginal burger la...

me: Why, future Pharmacist? lol

her: = = tell u after exam. now busy =P

She really crazy preparing for her final exam in A level. Nothing is bigger than her study, not even "Pak Toh". haiz..... this is the faith. and I could only become her "成功的女人背後的男人" LOL..... 

Finished McD meals, going home by bus. Again, it is an hour journey @@

Surprise that someone is looking forward my blog =P

that isn't a long time since my last post - just few weeks ago. Although writing blog isn't announcing your updated news to everyone in the world, it is a warmness and encouragement for you if you heard someone told you that he/she is still looking forward your latest updated blog after freaking long time inactivation in blogger. I felt grateful and happy. Thanks to my lovely friend =D

So, let me start with a good opening. Hmmm..... Hmmm..... Hmmm....... (2 hours later~~ =P)

It has been one month since I started my internship in Robert Bosch Power Tools. From nothing-to-do period, I have became a "busy" man - attending workshops, doing protocol, auditing line, taking photo, booking venue and etc. It seems like a little bit off from my major but I get used to it. Now I only realize the "real" life of being a industrial engineer (indeed I am doing Industrial Engineering task although I am under manufacturing department). everything is new, and again, I resist to face the changes. first week is my suffering week as I was not used to the working environment. luckily I have a nice supervisor and colleagues. they could always reduce my tension by chatting a lot. haha.

So right now every weekend is my only relaxing time. I can't live without weekend right now. =P

First day of internship = self-tension day

It is just not my day although you are not scolded by anyone. I just give myself too much tension and can't concentrate on what I need to do actually. But the factory is so big. Tired. Just want to get enough sleep but not feeling like to work tomorrow. Anyway, I believe you, chee Weng! You are no longer a idiot childish boy that will easily cry because of scare. You must be a real man!

The girl's story - #14

first sem is finished
so I have a month of vacations
after I come back here really a lot of changes have been made

she has finish most of the subjects in SPM
then left only Chinese language
but she said she still afraid on this subject
because she got B only in Trial
somemore other subjects she presume that she made a lot of mistakes
till she can't stand for it
and cry...
Once again I feel guilty because I could not do anything for her
I knew I am not the God
could not help anybody
even she also do not let me know about her crying
however i tried to comfort her
at least do not let her feel anxious about the exam
if not
she really mad with the previous subjects

most of my friends said they could not contact with zhying
why??
wei yee said she sms her at least 10 times to her but no reply from her
sai lye is busying with her SPM
so nobody will know what is happening to zhying
I, though also do not contact to her for a long time
tried to msn her
luckily she replied me
and we have a nice online chat
in this online chat
i knew she does face obstacles to handle chemistry
she has headache
and even she want to invite me to play badminton with her
sincerely I forgot the last time I play badminton with her
at the same time I suggest to steamboating together.
but she said she has run out of pocket money this week
Oh my God!
Nevermine zhying
we can play badminton game
at least it cost RM 4 only I think
not so expensive

One more thing that make me happy is
Clare accept me in Facebook
At that moment I just keep a testing heart to try it
I know that previous sad memory made us further in friendship
but no matter how the consequences I still try to add her as my facebook friend
with the God bless she accepts me
and even chat with me about her exam
her dinner
and her driving
this could be my unforgettable night...

finish my bluffing lu....
next time continue....

The girl's story - #13

sry sry
really a long time did nt update my blog
bt tis time no matter hw busy i was
i nid 2 say 2:
happy 1 year anniversary!!!

wat??

1 year anniversary??

ya

31.10.2009

keke is already

1 year lo

v all graduate from shing chung already 1 year rite??

so

wish everybody

happy 1 year anniversary!!!

nw is 1 year ady

2nd year is coming

n even 10 years

20years

40 years!!!

i hope that

v stil cn have chance

to see everybody

healthy and happy...

v all really long time no see face to face

bt

ur face ur smile

will always on my mind....

shing chung 2008 frenz~~

gambateh!!!!

*while I have graduated for 1 year,

at the same time,

she is going to graduate too...

time really flies

wish her SPM gud luck

n cum off wif flying color...

The girl's stroy - #12

tis few weeks so busy+no mood blogging
cz test n assignment
really tiss is nt a poor excuse
for everybody who did not renew blog

last friday is my unhappy day
cz it makes me recall some memory:
tats a rainy day
jian wei n the other frens n me
waiting at downstairs for d bus
suddenly jian wei's classmate cum n chat wif him
his classmate is gal
n she said, " when d bus cum can u inform me by phone?
i was doing stuff in THE WEB"
Jian Wei say ok RELUCTANTLY
then Max joke for him
"ha!ha! see! she wan 2 gt ur phone num
n she wil sms u soon: wat r u doin ar? hw r u ar? do u free nw ar?
then Jian Wei steam liao
he dun wan 2 gt such chance
then she offer tis 'chance' to everybody
of cz
nobody wan
cz nt leng lui ma
then i juz thk,
"if nobody call her , then she is pity la"
then i juz gt d phone no from jian wei
let me call la
hwever
when d bus cum
i am d first ppl 2 run n chase d bus
after all gt d bus then keat yang ask jian wei,
"do u gt call d gal?"
ou shit!!!!
he forgt liao
i oso forgot liao
i ask jian wei call her nw
hwever jian wei say,
"i delete her phone no, i thk u save it ady"
then wif d lightning speed
i call her immediately
hwever d bus run very fast
she cant chase d bus
then she sms 2 my phone
stupid??couldn't u tell d driver wait for a while?? nw i cant go home la?"
my heart suddenly broke
again
i create trouble for a gal
such a situation very similar
when i create d trouble to a gal
in the blog
i scare
cz d same memory threatening me
n kindness blame in my heart
"y do u useless?"
"y do u always let d gal in hot water?"
my heart sliced
n blooded
my tears were running in my eye...
i could nt say anything



let me cool down
n sleep
all will b ok......


*sry Jian wei, gv u so much trouble due to my emo...i'm nt blame u de. dun worry....